More than manly

3. Do you ever wish you were someone else?

I wish I could just be a regular girl, who still had a father who wouldn’t be slaughtered. I’m okay with being me, I just want to be more… normal.

7. Your zodiac/horoscope and if you think it fits your personality:

‘You may feel like you’re walking on burning coals today, Cancer. Someone has tossed you the ball and you need to figure out what to do with it. Use your fancy footwork to keep your feet from searing as you exercise your mind to figure out your next move. Try not to be too stubborn or you’ll get nowhere. The key is to stay flexible and go with the flow when unexpected events occur.’

I guess… I never really believed in these silly things. But I do like to stay on top of things, and in this hell hole you always need to be prepared.

49. Do you have any phobias?

I… really don’t like mirrors. 

195. If you could be any character, from any literary work, who would you choose to be?

A superhero would be cool! Fly around with special moves and like, hyper beams or something! I guess like, Superman? I don’t know, my life is already like some messed up story. I’m not sure I would want to be part of any other.

211. Currently wanting to see anyone?

I want to see my dad again… one last time. I never even got to say goodbye before he was… well…

42. What you want to be when you “get older”?

Older? I don’t know… I haven’t given it much thought. I haven’t exactly had a proper education, I’m not to sure I could even get into anything I wanted. I know what I don’t want to be. A mother. Been there, done that. 

65. Weird things you do when you’re alone:

Wow, creepy. Not much to be honest… since alone describes me most of the time now. I’m trying to get into shape so I can try parkour though!

110. Who is your most loyal friend?

As a kid I didn’t have many friends, since we had to move a lot. So my Dad was my best friend. And I guess that would make him most loyal. He did everything for me… 

182. What kind of music do you like? 

My favourite type of music right now is probably electronic. Anything with a good beat really! 

Two words, lying scumbag. 

He’s a total creep, sneaking around and getting me to do his dirty work! But… he did help, in his own twisted way I guess. 

He really made me uncomfortable, just everything about him put me on edge. I’m not sure why I trusted him… everything he said was warped in some way. And yet despite all that, I still felt horrible, as if it was my fault when he got stabbed… I guess, I never really wanted any one else to die because of me, not even him.

Oh, him? I, well… at first he was a bit, no not a bit, a major creep. I don’t like a man that can find some one who’s been in hiding for years. I guess it was his job and all, but it was seriously weird. At least he was nice enough to help me out after… dad… Anyways, he listened to me. It was really nice, considering I threw a lot at him at once. I think, he felt bad for me… maybe because he lost his own son? I don’t know. I do know that, somehow that scruffy old man grew on me. Maybe I was just wishing… maybe he, we could… I don’t know… be like, a family… away from Silent Hill… and I could have a dad …. again. It’s really dumb, I know… but maybe. 

I just want everything to be normal again…. before the weird cult, and before Silent Hill.

I haven’t had a good pie in ages. My favourite used to be pumpkin, with whipped cream and nutmeg! Nothing better on a cold day than a slice of that with a warm drink. It was mostly a treat though, dad didn’t want me to get fat. 

I really love dogs, they are great pets. The fluffy ones are super cute! But I’m not sure I could ever handle another dog, not after those horrific things…. It’s a shame, I miss my old dog. Such a sweetheart, a present from dad too…